nothing major

'Ello Guv. So nothing really interesting to talk about. Umm. Josh got home for spring break last month. He had to leave the day before my spring break. go figure right? after he left it was going to be 5 weeks of not seeing him. But he forgot that he had called off a weekend back in January. So he got to come home last weekend. It was nice to see him. we hung out as much as possible. but since i didnt find out about him coming home till 2 days before i couldnt call off work. so i had to work 8 hours on the saturday he was here. But he left and now we only have a week before Easter and then 2 weeks before class is done for the summer for him. so i'm REALLY excited.

Classes have been pretty good so far. Almost done. I get done a week after josh gets home i think. I'm doing pretty decent too. doing all my assignments and what not lol. but i'm telling you, english class....it sux! lol.

work is good too. i'm getting the same hours at my new job as my old one. so its really nice. i just have a smaller work load. and an almost set schedule. so i'm really happy about that.

so josh and i also set an official date for our wedding. we are getting married october 6th 2012! i'm so exited. my friends are also really excited for me. So much so that when my friend mercedes and i went prom dress shopping for her at david's bridal (its not just bridal gowns), she got the attendants to let me try on 3 dresses. 2 of them were olgi cassinni gowns. and one was someone else. the first was the other designer. it was a princess ball gown type. it was strapless and had layers and layers of tulle. it was very pretty. and the type of dress i wanted. then i tried on the 1st olgi cassinni gown. it was strapless also. and was bunched. it was very pretty. but not exactly the kind of dress i like. The last was my favorite. it was an ivory dress with a sweetheart neckline. it was a corset back. it was georgeous. it wasnt poofy like i wanted but it wasnt straight down either. it had roses embroidered on it in a shade lighter than the gown. and the material was so soft. it was amazing! loved it right off the bat. it was the one i chose to try on. mercedes wanted me to try on the other 2. and i love this one. and it being ivory might go well with my fall colors and just look better. so i'm really excited. even tho the wedding is almost 4 years away.

my dad is having a caniption about this whole wedding deal. he told me at one point he wasnt helping pay for it. which kinda hurt. but it turned out he was just angry for telling him abougt the dresses. so mom flipped out on him yesterday. he doesnt get how excited i am about getting married to the man i love. all he ever sees is the dollar signs. and about 1 year after i get married he has sean's first year of college to pay for. but i wonder if he is thinking he is paying for the whole wedding. and if thats the case he is way wrong. josh and i really want to pay for our wedding mostly by ourselves. we know we cant do it ourselves. but when he said he wasnt going to help at all i like got really pissed off. he can be such an asshole. and when he knows he is being an asshole the only was he can appologize is by buying me things or giving me money. it kinda sux not to have an actual appollogy from him. but whatever. its just so hard to deal with him when we are just too alike. i hope i never treat people the way he treats people. i dont want to be like him. and i'm scared about that. but i have alot of my mom in me that i think its enough to offset him. we'll see.

umm...other than all this junk nothing much is happening. boyfriend overloading himself. brothers are either being a little brat or getting detention for being too wild (which isnt like him) or parental drama. the usual.

ttfn