lots of thinking.

"Norah: There's this part of Judaism that I like. Tikun Olam. It said that the world is broken into pieces and everyone has to find them and put them back together.
Nick: Maybe we don't have to find it. Maybe we are the pieces. "

^^^I really liked this part of the movie^^^ think about it. I did. I spent a long time contemplating this. it is one of the only quotes that i have ever really felt compelled to think about. So it's gotta be a bit good.

So yeah. nothing too great. i found out my friend is getting married. Or actually she was supposed to get married today. She was doing her civil ceremony (the judge one) today. And then she was going to do the real one this summer. Well her paperwork got screwed up so they have to wait a few more days. I'm really happy for her. But at the same time, I;m kinda angry. I havent talked to her forever and now she is getting married and apparently pregnant. But i will get over that.

I talked to my other friend's boyfriend today while she was getting her hair cut. i dont know if i should be worried or not. he gave her a promise ring and he says he loves her. And i can see it and i really do believe it. But the way he talked today about how he still isnt sure that she is the one makes me worry for her. I love them both but i dunno...i'm worried.

It makes me wonder how i KNOW Josh is it for me. I do love him. And i always will. And i want to be with him. there isnt any doubt in my mind. But if my friend's boyfriend who is about 3 years older than me cant make up his mind, why should i be able to? but then again, he is really odd. maybe that has something to do with it haha.
But yeah. I had another one of those really wierd thoughts. The one where you go "hey wait...i really AM with him? like, this isnt a dream?" lol. wierd but honestly, it's been happening to me way too much lately. i look at him and listen to him talk and its like "holy shit, he is mine". Its a preayy De ja Vu-ish kind of deal lol.

Nothing too great. I paid my dues for Phi Thetta Kappa. So my initiation is coming up soon.I'm really excited for it. Classes are going decently. Unfortunatly i failed one of my tests. But i can get that grade up easily i believe. I passed my first english paper better than i thought i was going to. and i did pretty well on my corrections test. So far So good.

So other than that i have been working. I HATE it. do not get me started on it. I am pretty sure i will walk out real soon if one of the new managers doesnt change his tune towards the crew very soon.


Well thats it. Going to bed.
Nite Nite
Meg

Best weekend ever!

NEWS NEWS NEWS!!!!! lol.

ok so this weekend was AMAZING! Josh came home this weekend for our 1 year anniversary. He got home friday night around apparently 4. And when he got to my house he gave me a dozen roses. He spoils me lol. Then we went to the Comedy Improv in Rochester with my friends. But friday, as great as it was to finally see Josh is not what was so great about this weekend.
So Saturday was going to be our day together. Since his mom and stepdad went to Erie, his sisters went to his dad's house and got his step-sis and her husband to leave for the night. Then after much needed cuddling and alone time we went to the store and got stuff to make one of the most amazing chicken salads i have ever had. lol. anyhoo then he wanted ice cream like immediatly after. so he was making the bowl (we were gonna share it since i was too full to eat one by myself.) and i was putting things away in the other kitchen. but he was having trouble with the hot fudge so i tried to help and he said "Go fucking sit down and shut up"...lol so i did and he brought it over and held the bowl out to me. so i grabbed the bowl he was holding a black box underneath it. and then he got down on one knee and was like "Megan Bisbal, I love you, I know i will love you forever. Will you marry me?" and i was like so stupid i was looking between him and the ring box and my mouth was open and i was shaking and omg lol. i couldn't even say YES. so i just nodded my head and holy crap! now i'm getting married!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
So now i am wearing the most beautiful ring ever on my left hand ring finger. and i dont want to take it off ever. But don't owrry about us getting married right now. We are waiting for about 4-5 years.


Other than the best night of my life, nothing too interesting happened after. I started tlking to an old friend from like 5th grade. Havent seen nor heard from her since and she got a facebook and we are gonna get together in July so i am really excited lol. Josh had to go back to school. After he left I had 20 65-word essays for psych due by 11:59 pm tonight and i hadnt even started them. Got those turned in and ended up talking to a guy i used to crush on in 8th grade. i never once talked to him during high school and he's all...hi whats up? really wierd. but w.e. Anyhoo. I have class tomorrow so I better get some sleep lol.
Good night all!
-future Mrs. Josh Laughlin! lol (eeek. i love it!)

I was forced...

Hey. So I am Megan Bisbal. I was forced by my boyfriend to get a blog so here it is. Ha Ha. SO I figure I might as well keep up with it. It might be kool.
So the only place I can think to start at is the beginning. I just turned 19 on the 18th of January. I live in Pennsylvania. I am going to CCBC (Community College of Beaver County) for Criminal Justice. Its pretty kool. I love the classes and I am doing way better now than I did in high school.
I love music and reading. I read everyday pretty much. But I generally like to read historical romance. But you can mix in a few others too. I'm picky but not too picky. Ha Ha.Music is the other love of my life. Without it, I think there is no way to survive life. Its an expression that fulfills more than just entertainment for others. It's a way to vent. I love all different kinds of music. I enjoy classical from Beethoven to Mozart. And I love Breaking Benjamin and Goo Goo Dolls. Country is great too. I am even beginning to enjoy some Rap.
The BIGGEST love of my life and most important is my boyfriend Joshua. He and I have been together for a year and plan on keeping it going for way longer than that. He gets me and doesn't complain. I love him. I think I know more about him that anyone else. And I couldn't be happier. Love You Hunny!! hehe
I work as a waitress at the Hot Dog Shoppe in Chippewa. And I also do pretty much everything else. It sucks and I need a new job. Anyone have any ideas? Ha Ha.

So in the past week there really isn't anything too exciting to put up here. Josh is coming home this weekend. So I am really excited. He goes to college 5 hours away so I can only see him every once in a while. It has been like every 3 weeks. Or at the longest 5 weeks (which I have to do again in March). But I get to see him so this weekend will be great.
Classes are getting kind of boreing. I go to class every Monday and Wednesday. It's nice but i have to work the other days. But right now I am taking English 2 and it is terrible. The teacher reminds me of one of the faries from Sleeping Beauty. Or also the witch from The Sword adn The Stone. The one Merlin gets into a wizarding battle with lol. She is short with blonde hair and is really soft spoken. But I bet if you piss her off, she is a real bitch. So it's going to be interesting with her. I am also taking General Psychology. The prof is really boring. He is a great guy but boring as hell. I almost fell asleep in his class today haha. I also Have Correctional Addministration, Intro To Music (online) and Child Abuse (online). Other than class today was nice. I hung out with my friend at the mall and we girl talked haha.
But right now I really need to go to bed. I have to work at 7:30 tomorrow...so tootles to all and good night.